Holiday Is painful OR Enjoyable???

From the begin of holiday, when i hav to leave Seremban, my follow fren, my church fren and my loverly darling, i take a heavy heart to take flight to back to my hometown. When i get back to hometown the 1st impression is come back again boring life and may be painful dream will come closed. On this holiday, one thing that I worried is I with My dear relationship, it is will be fall down. But the happy time pass so fast, now just left the time carry on our relationship. i don knw i can hold on until when but i will do wat u wan me to do for u. NOw, my dear is nothing to talk to me and he is alone to fighting the problem without sharing he emotions to me. I just wanna him sharing with me thought he is sad and wanna cry. I knw how is the characteristic of him, because of his characteristic force him to carry on by himself. Dear, don't U know i just want hand on hand with u to get through the problem u face. BUt u say to me u need ur time and leave me alone without caring me anymore. On this time, my heart deep slow down and just hav the memory and tears accompany with me to get through the time. Dear, do u still remember how we knw each other? We are on the funeral to knw de, because of attractive of each other we start our relationship. U knw, we hav a song Is call " Forever LOVe"by LIhom. This song is meaningful for me, from the time u sing to me, i knw that U want to be with me forever. Dear, can u hold on the promise, whatever is happen u must hold on my hand, don let go ur hand. If u don give up, I believe we will hav a "forever love". DEar, I just wanna say "I will love You Forever". Pray to god That what we are face now will become good. HOwever painful we are, we just remember our happy times...